To: Everyone
Subject: Visit http://elvina87.blogspot.com/
Hey guys, I have decided to move to blogspot…finally heh? Thank you all for taking the time to come here… updated my new post there already.. See you there, yah?!!
Love always, Vina
Merv, Jess … 
Seven things that scare me
1. Causing harm to those placed under my care (aka, my patients)
2. Girls…
3. Friendless
4. Cockroach *ewww*
5. Loneliness
6. Chicken :S
7. My bosses
Seven things i like the most
1. Jesus
2. My family
3. Dearest best friends (mainly Jess, Lyn, Chun, Jay, Godbro-Merv)
4. Good food
5. Not having to wake up early!!!
6. Hanging around with people whom i can comfy with
7. watching movies
Seven important things in my room
1. ALL my belongings I own
2. The bed
3. The Air-con
4. The sink
5. The cupboard
6. The table
7. The mirror
Seven random facts about me
1. I hate double faced freaks
2. I absolutely detest cockroaches
3. I especially like ice-cream when I am feeling low
4. I am 54? kgs atm
5. I sleep with my Bible next to me 6. I cry whenever I watch any Korean movie
7. I am tone deaf:P
Seven things i plan to do before i die
1. get to know Jesus better
2. Safe lives (even one would be great)
3. Meet my sweetheart, get married and grow old together:D
4. Have a reunion with my high-sch, college, unimates
5. Watch my grandchildren grow up and get married
6. Find a suitable place where my ashes could be spread
7. Enjoy life
Seven things i can do
1. Whatever Personal Carers can do
2. big smiles 
3. cry in private
4. eat a lot..I agree
5. Talk a lot…loudly
6. Being a lazy person
7. Bug others to listen to me
Seven things i can’t do
1. sing
2. cook :S
3. Play the piano well
4. a fast reverse turning kick (in fact, anything to do with martial arts:P)
5. Anything to do with art
6. read Chinese
7. Read the Bible regularly 
Seven things i say the most
1. Oh…Shit…:S
2. ok…
3. Yes, dear?
4. No worries…
5. Thank you, thank you…
6. er..umm…
7. WHAT?!!…
Seven celeb crushes
1-7.Erm…Good looking actors and actresses who can act properly?
Seven people who will have to do this
1. Lorraine
2. Lillian
3. Qing
4. Lyndelle
5. Ting Jie
6. Shalini
7. You?
To: my dear Jess
Complicated
I’m so scared that the way that I feel
It is written all over my face
When you walk into the room I wanna find a hiding place
We used to laugh, we used to hug
The way that old friends do
But now a smile and a touch of your hand
Just make me come unglued
It’s such a contradiction, do I lie or tell the truth
Is it fact or fiction the way I feel for you
It’s so complicated
I’m so frustrated
I wanna hold you close
I wanna push you away
I wanna make you go
I wanna make you stay
Should I say it
Should I tell you how I feel
Oh I want you to know
But then again don’t
It’s so complicated
Just when I think I’m under control
I think I finally got a grip
Another friend tell me that
My name is always on your lips
They say I’m more than just a friend
They say I must be blind
Well I admit that I’ve seen you watch me
From the corners of your eye
Oh it’s so confusing I wish you’d just confess
But think of what I’d be losing
If your answer wasn’t yes
I hate it ‘cause I’ve waited
So long for someone like you
Should I say it
Should I tell you how I feel
Oh I want you to know
But then again I don’t
It’s so complicated
By Carolyn Dawn Johnson
ps: sending you love letter soon:D keke..
Me dear brother,
I cannot tell you how much I miss you. Although we are far apart, busy with our own busy schedule; you with your volleyball practises and competitions, school, life…Me with my work, college, and life away from home. So many times have you come across my thoughts amidst all the hectic thinking activity going on in my brain.
I thought of the times when you were really bored and tried to annoy me by miscalling me thousands of times from your room, knowing that I am either sleeping or busy studying. I remembered getting back at you by answering your miscalls when you think I wasn’t paying attention. Thinking of your foolish grin makes me miss you even more.
I remember the time when we sang a duet at gramma’s birthday dinner, the endless out-of-tune karaoke sessions we had with dad’s microphone and stereo system. The piano-organ duets mum and dad always forced us to play together when we were younger are still vivid in my memory. I smile to myself remembering the torturous piano sessions I imposed on you, trying to get you to play the piano for me so I can sing:P
I miss watching you play volleyball with your friends, driving you back from practises and competitions (and also to the shop to buy junk food).
You don’t know how proud I am of you, that you’ve achieved so much, not just in your sports activities but also in your studies. Indeed, you have proved that you are not ‘bodo’. I must say, I know you have put great efforts to get to where you are today. Remember me dear brother, not to get your feet off the ground. Stay humble, stay cool (like you always do), and most importantly, Pray.
I can’t describe the longing ness in me to hug you and to see how tall you’ve grown. I hope you don’t ever forget your big sister here. The one who likes to annoy you, bug you, love you, and fight for the mirror with you. I love you, my little baby. Can’t wait til you come and join me here…
Love always,
Sis
Speaking of which, I have to go through that.
i) I have too much fat in my body, making my clothes much smaller and tighter =new wardrobe!!whee..(not that I mind the new clothes but the fashion sense here could be ‘weird’:P)
ii) Going to have a hair cut later!!! not sure what to do with my hair but will see what they suggest:D
iii) Arrangement are in process for new accommodation next year:D Hope it won’t be so lonely without my HH friends. Looking forward to having my own place. Vina rules! whaahaha…(don’t whack me, Tanya:P)
iv) It’s Spring already! 2 seasons passed by already. Now will have to get use to the dry weather. ( Prepares tissue in case of nose bleed)
v) Changes have to be made for us human to adapt to our surroundings..
Happy Spring!!!
I think I am suffering from that…(although i dont have all the signs and symptoms of GAD). GAD is usually suffered by people who think and worry about a whole range of things in their lives.
What happened to the ‘Do not worry about tomorrow, or what you eat and what you wear etc..?’ Negative thoughts always lead to negative moods. Therefore, optimism is very important in our daily living to keep us out of the depressing things in life. Life is short. Enjoy it. (where did I get that from?…sounds familiar). I pray that everyone will learn to live life to the fullest, and don’t suffer from GAD.
Anyway, there was a shark attack at Glenelg beach(a very, VERY popular tourism spot in Adelaide) yesterday. A scientist from Uni of Adelaide (who was doing research) was ‘feared dead’. Deepest condolence to his family and friends.
Happy 18th Birthday, Andrew! (as in the Andrew in Melb)
August 26, 2005- Qing, Jin, Lorraine, Clinton, Vero…
Happy 5th birthday to us all:D hugs. Keep the fire burning aight?!
Ps: Mick, I still keep the WWJD key-chain you gave us for our baptism gift. It’s with my set of keys now:D Thank you for that precious gift:D
I’ve been asking that ques to a lot of my friends lately..
About bus transportation (new timetable)-how ahh?
About work-how ahh? and si-liaw-lo (die)
About my ever increasing weight- how ahh?
About assignment- how ahh?
About making decision in spending- how ahh?
About going out with friends ( got different group ma) - how ahh?
About being a good friend - how ahh?
Seems to me I have decision making problem at the moment. Think I am sick of me asking that question as well. We can never stop thinking unless we come to a conclusion, a choice, or decision.
All I can say now is - oh well…go ahead and figure it out yourself.
Sorry for being late guys:
Happy Birthday to Lorraine - August 17
Happy Birthday to Melissa - August 18
I’ve been thinking.
Just thinking a lot about i-dunno-what. And slacking as well:S
I read a devotional in the bus the other day; whenever we think we are at our strongest point, it is actually our weakest. I agree with it a lot. I’ve been slacking and taking things for granted. Consequences will follow and I guess it has to be faced. I hope I could make up my mind. Whether right or wrong, at least I dont have to be stuck in the in-between situation. For your interest, no..I am not thinking about relationship now. I’m just writing basically about my state of mind. Always go haywire, unorganised and takes up lots of time thinking, only never to solve anything.
My resolution now is just to:
1. Make sure I pull my grades up
2. Be a good friend to my friends, especially being there for those who need me
3. Stop thinking too much
4. Don’t look back and regret
5. Slim down
Happy 18th Birthday Chunny~~
I woke up early today, got ready to go, rushed for the bus, missed my breakfast, and prolonged my time to finishing a korean movie and skipping lunch (still considering to go back home atm) only to be told that IT is CANCELED. It wasn’t canceled, but so-and-so’s one was canceled and since so-and-so’s got there earlier. Hey, my appointment wasn’t due until 1030am. I was in the bus by 9am already! hmmph..Call earlier lah. My fault for staying too far anyway:S
Well, if it wasn’t canceled, I wouldn’t be here in my school updating and replying mails:) so one way or another, it’s okay. The thing that got to me was that I took all the trouble, only to be pushed to the corner. hmmph! I had a headache last night, you see…so if it wasn’t for the appointment, I could sleep in till lunch before getting ready to go for work starting and ending at 1530-2300. Think I’ll just catch a bus, endure a 40 mins bus ride home for lunch and rest before enduring another 40 mins of bus ride back to the city for work. At least I might get to watch 2 disc of my movie. I teared watching it:P Malu malu…
Other than that, Jess!!! Got your letter:D Thank you thank you… And I enjoyed Sabbath as well. Will have shifts these coming Sabbaths…so sad…
